MeadowRidge Farm
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This is going to be so hard for me to type this, I just feel so numb and cant quit crying. My brother who I was very close to has lived with my hubby and myself since he got out of high school. Sunday afternoon, he was sitting in the recliner, and said his stomach hurted him, I said to him go and lay down for awhile and never thought anymore about it. he stayed sitting in the recliner, and that evening we watched a movie, about 9:30-10:00pm, he said he was going to bed. The following morning my hubby heard a humming sound and got up.that was about 6:30am, it was my brothers alarm clock, my hubby went in and told him to get up, shook him..he was gone, hubby got me up and said something is wrong with Lance (he was afraid to say he was dead) I went running into his room..and he was gone. He just turned 54 yrs old, was single, and the only life he knew was with us. The coroner said she was 99% sure it was a massive heart attack, he never suffered, his hair wasnt out of place and he looked so peaceful sleeping, but I am having the hardest time with this. I cant quit crying and everything just reminds me of him. The whole house is just so empty without him here, even tho I have my hubby, who is my rock of strength thru this. The funeral isnt till Fri and Sat..I dont know how I am going to get thru all of this. Any words of encouragement from those that have lost someone close to them? I know everyone has told me its the prefect way to go ..but its just so hard.
Corinne
Corinne
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