Ok, I think I am ready to come to terms with the result of HK.
For the good news, Chad and Spider were 4th in a field of 8 in Training Horse, but to qualify that, Mary Ruth Marks won with a green horse, and Klaus Biesenthal was 3rd! They are both extremely tough, world-level drivers, so we figure that Chad actually got 2nd once you take out the "fancy" drivers!
My go was full of ups and downs. With having two horses at the show, both were full of "buddy sourness". What a pain!!! However, Chad really likes the CDEs more than the pleasure shows, and although I have groomed and gatored a number of times now, I hadn't drove one yet, and HK is only an hour away and didn't interfere in the other pleasure shows we have scheduled. So...we took two horses and I tried it.
Alax was strong but controllable. He was fairly straight in the cone-marked warm up arena. We drove around the dressage arena a number of times because I was the first go (we asked for me to be first so that I could get back and gator for Chad. They let you do that at this show). Alax was straight around the 3-board dressage arena. However, once we got in the arena, he decided there was NOTHING good to look at IN the arena, so he did most of the test looking OUT the fence! So much for bending!!! Every time I tried to straighten him, he would just come off the rail. And since he was already on the verge of overflexing (I have photos), using the outside rein MORE wasn't working either.
The accuracy was pretty good, but the bending was AWFUL!!! So I came away from the dressage ring thoroughly disgusted and ready to go home. Donna Crossman (Team Possum member) and I talked after and I expressed my frustration. She said that she felt pretty good about her and Lilly's test, but "It's not over 'till the fat lady sings". Sure enough, when the scores came back, I had a sucky score of 65, but my score sucked the least of the other two VSEs. The judge did make a comment of "nice mini" on my test. So here I was in 1st. I knocked one ball after Alax's rein got caught under the shaft after set 14 and we couldn't get lined up well and bobbled 15, but it wasn't enough to move me out of 1st.
So, then I have to contend with the marathon the next day. Section A was fine. Totally easy. Al came in 60/60 for P&R. He was totally ready to go for Section E. The 1st hazard was before the 1K marker, and we reached 1K at 4:25, and Al wasn't pushing it at all. He was stretched out until the 1st hazard, and then settled into an easy Working Trot. The rest of the hazards went fine, including the water hazard, and Al plowed right in!!!
However, when we approached the last hazard, I passed the 500m marker which was for when we came back out. At that point, I remember thinking,"What was that minute number that Chad said he walked Al last year? Should I walk Al in this hazard and blow time?" Regardless, I turned the wrong direction from what I had planned once I got in the hazard, got lost, and before I knew it, I had gone backwards through B. I was totally sick to my stomach! It had happened SO fast. I had just lost my train of thought. Chad had said that CDEs were so much of a mind game, so I guess I should have drank the neck off a Mike's Lemonade even at 8:30 in the morning before my go!
So, now I know that I have incurred 20 extra points already, I STILL can't remember how long Chad said it took to walk the last 500m, so I kept him trotting. At about 250m, I realized that I had to walk. We have NEVER walked so SLOW in our lives! He was barely moving! So, anyway, we came in about 1:45 UNDER time, and Al barely broke a sweat. I am ALL FOR raising the speeds to 10 kph! It is absolutely NO FUN driving a horse that you have to hold back the whole time! His P&Rs were again 60/60.
I pretty much spent the rest of the day beating myself up for screwing up! I went though a whole boatload of emotions like, "I don't ever want to do this again," "I hate this game," "What did you have to go and do that for?" "Chad hasn't messed up yet, why did I have to?" "I am a complete failure as a driver." Etc. And the worst part was that I didn't have any "grieve" time until we got home that night because I pretty much had to go right back out and gator for Chad when all I wanted to do was bury myself in the trailer and cry for a while.
So, yes, I won Dressage, but screwed up the marathon enough to drop to 3rd (last). I think I have come to terms with it now finally. I guess I should be happy I didn't get Eliminated.
That was one of my REALLY big fears. Oh, but I did get a 10 for Presentation!
On to the next show...I suppose I'll let the cat out of the bag...Alax and I are showing at Walnut Hill!
Ed Young invited us to go after we won Villa Louis last year. We have to go in the Small Pony division because they didn't add the VSE division (Ed said they were considering that), but instead added a VSE Multiples division and I just don't want to work that hard at that show. So, we will represent the VSEs as best we can, but I expect that the rich ladies with their fancy ponies and really expensive harnesses are going to be the hardest competition we will ever encounter. But hey, we are going in Progressive Cones, and we went clear in Progressive at Columbus this year and the cone settings are the same.....so we'll see. It may be just a really expensive vacation for us.
Myrna