I must have missed this post when you wrote it because I am just now finding it. That last picture of you and Jedi says it all. You truly love these animals and I know if it could have been any different you would have done everything within your power to change it. I am so very sorry that Mr. Jedi could not be saved.
On a more positive note, we will all look forward to seeing more posts from you now
So sorry to hear about your loss, I know how hard you worked alongside Jedi to help him and I know he knew how much you loved him. Making these decisions are very hard and not really fair aren't they? <<hugs>>