OH FIONNA, I'M SORRY TO HEAR THIS NEWS OF YOUR BABY'S,I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE YOUR HORSES, PLEASE STAY STRONG,IF YOU NEED ANY $$ LET ME KNOW ID BE ONLY TO GLAD TO HELP, YOU MUST FEEL SO FRUSTRATED,I HOPE YOU POST SOME GOOD NEWS SOON, YOU DESERVE A BREAK IN YOUR LUCK...ITS AWFUL SAD TO HEAR SO MANY AT ONCE YOU MUST BE EXHAUSTED..TAKE CARE