Thanks for asking. I crashed and burned. I didn't take care of me. I let myself get very run down and got way too wrapped up in many projects, especially trying to get laws changed here took its toll. My way of dealing with my grief was by helping others and trying to fix everything for everyone but its not working.
After the holidays I got the flu and just kept going and by February I got pneumonia and I can't seem to get rid of it. I cracked a couple of ribs from coughing and lost most of my voice for now. I am under Dr.'s care, have loads of medication and they are monitering me like crazy and I'll live I just feel like crap. I realize now that I have to slow down and concentrate on just my family and find me again. I've done absolutely nothing to promote my farm either and I have some nice horses too so I'll be getting on that also. Some one else is going to have to save the world because for right now I need some "me" time. I can't wait for spring. I am totally doing a flower garden.