FFFoxyGal
Well-Known Member
Well,.....I must say that this has been a "not so good,...but,.....sorta ok year " for me,.....
I was very lonly and missing my beloved Freedom eary this year,......and decided to find a little mini equine friend to love,....
Made several attempts to try to buy a little friend,.....but,......with no money and our finanical(sp?),....problems,.....nothing ever worked out,......
I was really bummed,.......Then in Febuary,.....I found little Foxy,.......I am embarrassed to say ,...the price was right,..for me ,..that is,....and she wasnt fancy or nothing,....but,.....I fell COMPLETELY in love with her!!
The words of encouagement,.....and remarks from my friends on here,.....made me feel so very accepted and loved,.....I think I started coming back to life ,...sooo,....to speak,......LOL
Then We all found out that my beloved Foxy,..might be preggie,......and WOW!!,....My days were finally busy,....I was soooo very happy,....and the JOY i felt that night when little Munchkin slipped out,...couldnt compare with nothing else!!!!!!
Then,.....I had sooo many things to do,...and you guys were all amazing!!!!
But,.....meanwhile,......my family was falling apart,.....I was having a LOT of problems with my oldest daughter,....and,...our finances were getting worse,....Fred got hurt at work and his boss told him that he was no good to him any more,.....and I felt so guilty about enjoying Foxy and munchkin with no money,....soooo,....I put them for sale,....They both went to a farm in Manitoba,.....and Foxy whinnied to me on the way out of the driveway that day,.....and the tears FLEW!!
It felt like I was losing my beloved Freedom all over again,.......
Then,....I stopped having interest in life,....interest in my friends,...,...never posted on here anymore,....I dunno,...It seemed like something died inside of me!,....
Soo,....Fred said,....""Wanna go back home??"",....They were the BEST words that I couldve EVER heard!!!
We had NO money coming in,..soooo,...We sold what we could and HEADED for home!!!
I had dreams of us coming home,..and everything would be as it was before,.....Well guys,...I guess,...FairyTales dont happen in real life!!!!!!
Cause ,....it certainly has been a struggle getting established again,......We are back at the same farm that we lost,....which is hard,...cause there is SOOO many memories here,.....We are finally going to have an income again,...
IF,...we EVER get ahead again,.....Will I ever have a horse again???,.....I dont think sooo,.....my heart has been broken too many times now from losing my babies,.....I honestly dont think I could,...but,...but,....sister in law told me last night,...
to leave my tree up untill AFTER NEW YEAR!!!!,.....she said that we are always having bad luck EVER year,....and It is because I ALWAYS take my tree down on Boxing day.
Soooo,..I will try to leave my tree up.
Thanks to you all for being there,......and Merry Xmas and Happy New Year to all of you.
Your friend,......Terri
I was very lonly and missing my beloved Freedom eary this year,......and decided to find a little mini equine friend to love,....
Made several attempts to try to buy a little friend,.....but,......with no money and our finanical(sp?),....problems,.....nothing ever worked out,......
I was really bummed,.......Then in Febuary,.....I found little Foxy,.......I am embarrassed to say ,...the price was right,..for me ,..that is,....and she wasnt fancy or nothing,....but,.....I fell COMPLETELY in love with her!!
The words of encouagement,.....and remarks from my friends on here,.....made me feel so very accepted and loved,.....I think I started coming back to life ,...sooo,....to speak,......LOL
Then We all found out that my beloved Foxy,..might be preggie,......and WOW!!,....My days were finally busy,....I was soooo very happy,....and the JOY i felt that night when little Munchkin slipped out,...couldnt compare with nothing else!!!!!!
Then,.....I had sooo many things to do,...and you guys were all amazing!!!!
But,.....meanwhile,......my family was falling apart,.....I was having a LOT of problems with my oldest daughter,....and,...our finances were getting worse,....Fred got hurt at work and his boss told him that he was no good to him any more,.....and I felt so guilty about enjoying Foxy and munchkin with no money,....soooo,....I put them for sale,....They both went to a farm in Manitoba,.....and Foxy whinnied to me on the way out of the driveway that day,.....and the tears FLEW!!
It felt like I was losing my beloved Freedom all over again,.......
Then,....I stopped having interest in life,....interest in my friends,...,...never posted on here anymore,....I dunno,...It seemed like something died inside of me!,....
Soo,....Fred said,....""Wanna go back home??"",....They were the BEST words that I couldve EVER heard!!!
We had NO money coming in,..soooo,...We sold what we could and HEADED for home!!!
I had dreams of us coming home,..and everything would be as it was before,.....Well guys,...I guess,...FairyTales dont happen in real life!!!!!!
Cause ,....it certainly has been a struggle getting established again,......We are back at the same farm that we lost,....which is hard,...cause there is SOOO many memories here,.....We are finally going to have an income again,...
IF,...we EVER get ahead again,.....Will I ever have a horse again???,.....I dont think sooo,.....my heart has been broken too many times now from losing my babies,.....I honestly dont think I could,...but,...but,....sister in law told me last night,...
to leave my tree up untill AFTER NEW YEAR!!!!,.....she said that we are always having bad luck EVER year,....and It is because I ALWAYS take my tree down on Boxing day.
Soooo,..I will try to leave my tree up.
Thanks to you all for being there,......and Merry Xmas and Happy New Year to all of you.
Your friend,......Terri