basshorse
Well-Known Member
My girlfriend and teaching partner just left a little while ago. She was out of town most of the day getting a second opinion for her husband's lung cancer. A couple of weeks ago, he developed pneumonia and had surgery to clean out a lung. I had a nagging feeling I should go by the hospital the day of the surgery and got there in time to hear that he could have mesothelioma (he had asbestos exposure years ago) or lung cancer (never smoked). This seemed to have taken the surgeon by surprise as much as us. My girlfriend had her niece (also a nurse) with her, but had sent everyone else home because she really didn't expect any issues with the surgery. I was glad I was there, but boy, was it hard to hear. My girlfriend is a "tough cookie" and I am not used to seeing her so vulnerable. She has avoided looking at the test results that they have had access to, preferring to hear it directly from the doctor. She said lots of people in the family want "time frames"...tonight she collapsed in my living room...saying she doesn't want to put a time limit on his life, but was told 6 months without chemo and 12 months max...with chemo. She said, "I can't imagine him not being here this time next year." The chemo is just meant to manage the pain the cancer is causing. My friend and her husband just celebrated 30 years... They are best friends. She says it feels like she is in a nightmare and just has to wake up at any minute...Our staff at work are fixing meals, someone on staff has been mowing their lawn, my husband (a mechanic) checked her car over tonight. She is still wanting to teach, because she says it is the one normal thing in her life. I help her as much as I can with this. They do not have children and her in-laws are driving her crazy...I'm sure her in-laws are devastated... Just heart breaking...They are in their early 50's. ... Reminds me to appreciate the moments with my own family and the little things in life... ~ Becky