Thanks everyone for your kind words, and yes Cindy at Dunpaintedranch it is Julie Smithback and it was my dad's farm so my minis were fine at home-thank god.
His didn't do so well. The stallion hurt is Dusty's sire--has a nasty looking slice in his side that the vet sutured partly up and then put a drain in so the wound would drain-and it is. He also had stitches in 2 legs but is weightbearing so I'm glad for that. His one mare has cuts but okay and then the other two you know about, and of course they couldn't just be killed instantly they had to suffer--sorry a little bitter right now.
4 big horses did fine with a few scrapes but have no shelter to go into, and won't come up to the barn water tank, I don't know if it is the fact that they can still smell the blood from the others which despite cleaning the cement with bleach I can smell also, or if it is because the barn "exploded". Either way, we have moved buckets into the field for now and that will have to do.
We've been finding a few barn belongings in the next field, brushes, a lead rope, etc. but most of the stuff is gone. Such a shame, my dad had such a nice horse barn with everything hanging so neatly, you know you just dig through the rubble and cry.