Charlene
Well-Known Member
i have hesitated to post about this since so many of our human family members have been experiencing some emotional times but i'm in serious need of some good karma for my babies.
maggie has been having recurrent bloody noses for the past couple of months. all preliminary tests have been exhausted with negative results other than a "density" on one of her x-rays. this spot appears in her left sinus. i have her scheduled for an MRI at the university of illinois small animal clinic for next tuesday. depending on what the MRI shows, they may have to go ahead with a rhinoscopy/biopsy. i have consulted two vets about this and they have both indicated that it could likely be nasal cancer. it is so ironic to me that gary's first symptom of something terribly wrong was severe nose bleeds. *sigh* i am clinging to the hope that this could turn out to be either a foreign body or a fungal infection. i just won't know until the MRI is done. if the end result proves to be cancer, i have decided to keep her as comfortable as i can for as long as i can. i will not put her through chemo and i most especially will not put her through radiation. i cannot deal with the aftermath of that again nor will i see her suffer the pain.
all of this comes on the heels of simon being presumptively diagnosed earlier this spring with degenerative myelopathy, a fatal disease of the spinal cord. i will very likely lose him in a matter of a few more months. he is becoming increasingly weak in his back legs. i have opted to not put him in a wheeled cart. as long as he is mobile and able to get around on his own, i will care for him the best i know how.
i hope that doesn't sound like i am giving up on my dogs. at this point in my life, they ARE my life. but, i am a firm believer in quality of life and dignity. these are things i had no control over during gary's illness and i am determined that my babies will leave this world while they are still happy, carefree and their dignity is intact.
for some reason, God is testing me mightily these days. i am NOT going down without a fight but i could sure use some moral support.
maggie has been having recurrent bloody noses for the past couple of months. all preliminary tests have been exhausted with negative results other than a "density" on one of her x-rays. this spot appears in her left sinus. i have her scheduled for an MRI at the university of illinois small animal clinic for next tuesday. depending on what the MRI shows, they may have to go ahead with a rhinoscopy/biopsy. i have consulted two vets about this and they have both indicated that it could likely be nasal cancer. it is so ironic to me that gary's first symptom of something terribly wrong was severe nose bleeds. *sigh* i am clinging to the hope that this could turn out to be either a foreign body or a fungal infection. i just won't know until the MRI is done. if the end result proves to be cancer, i have decided to keep her as comfortable as i can for as long as i can. i will not put her through chemo and i most especially will not put her through radiation. i cannot deal with the aftermath of that again nor will i see her suffer the pain.
all of this comes on the heels of simon being presumptively diagnosed earlier this spring with degenerative myelopathy, a fatal disease of the spinal cord. i will very likely lose him in a matter of a few more months. he is becoming increasingly weak in his back legs. i have opted to not put him in a wheeled cart. as long as he is mobile and able to get around on his own, i will care for him the best i know how.
i hope that doesn't sound like i am giving up on my dogs. at this point in my life, they ARE my life. but, i am a firm believer in quality of life and dignity. these are things i had no control over during gary's illness and i am determined that my babies will leave this world while they are still happy, carefree and their dignity is intact.
for some reason, God is testing me mightily these days. i am NOT going down without a fight but i could sure use some moral support.