Feather1414
Well-Known Member
Ok, I don't know if any of you have ever heard of the popular website, Xanga, but its basically like an online diary. When I get upset about something, I write. I would write it down in my xanga because it is private and because if I didn't write it out, I would explode! Unfortunatly, a lot of what I wrote wa about my mom. She isn't always 100 percent supportive of my life ((what parent truly is)) and when I needed to vent, I would write it down in there...
In case you were guessing, yes, my mom found it and read it. It really hurt her. I am extrememly sorry for hurting her, but not sorry for what I wrote. You would have to know the whole story behind my mom, but she doesn't trust me for reasons unknown. I am a GOOD kid, I am just not the "kind of person" she wants me to be, and it can be stressful, so I would write it all out. All I was feeling, thinking, stuff like that. She was NEVER suppoed to read it.
Anyways, what should I do? I don't think she really wants to listen to me at this point. I am currently at school, and I don't want to go home. She told me that I wasn't allowed to ask her for anything for quite a while. I had already planned to go to my friends birthday party. I think I am going to call her, tell her where I am going and when I will be home, and then get rides with my friends? It is a sleepover party, but should I sleep over? Yes, she does, and has known about this party.
Also what should I do in general. You as parents: I am sure you know that your kids arent going to get along with you 100 percent. I am the kind of person that doens't like to talk about feelings, so I write them down. My Xanga was my diary. I made sure to make it so that it would be pretty much secret, and she must have done some SERIOUS searching to find it. Yes, perhaps I shouldnt have written what I did, but I did write it, and she did read it, and now I don't know what to do.
Please write whatever you need. I probbly do need a good flaming, but in my defense, I was just writing my feelings, and it was in secret. She read my dairy, and is mad/upset for what I was feeling.
Did any of this make sense?
In case you were guessing, yes, my mom found it and read it. It really hurt her. I am extrememly sorry for hurting her, but not sorry for what I wrote. You would have to know the whole story behind my mom, but she doesn't trust me for reasons unknown. I am a GOOD kid, I am just not the "kind of person" she wants me to be, and it can be stressful, so I would write it all out. All I was feeling, thinking, stuff like that. She was NEVER suppoed to read it.
Anyways, what should I do? I don't think she really wants to listen to me at this point. I am currently at school, and I don't want to go home. She told me that I wasn't allowed to ask her for anything for quite a while. I had already planned to go to my friends birthday party. I think I am going to call her, tell her where I am going and when I will be home, and then get rides with my friends? It is a sleepover party, but should I sleep over? Yes, she does, and has known about this party.
Also what should I do in general. You as parents: I am sure you know that your kids arent going to get along with you 100 percent. I am the kind of person that doens't like to talk about feelings, so I write them down. My Xanga was my diary. I made sure to make it so that it would be pretty much secret, and she must have done some SERIOUS searching to find it. Yes, perhaps I shouldnt have written what I did, but I did write it, and she did read it, and now I don't know what to do.
Please write whatever you need. I probbly do need a good flaming, but in my defense, I was just writing my feelings, and it was in secret. She read my dairy, and is mad/upset for what I was feeling.
Did any of this make sense?