I saw a post on the back porch about lighting a candle for her, but since I just started reading there, I did not see why. I lit one for her, but would like to know what i am wishing for her, besides a return to health. I saw enough to gather that. If you are reading this Theresa, I don't mean to pry, just would like to know what to wish for you and others that have been stricken by illnesses or misfortune.
Barb
Barb you are very kind as is everyone else on this forum. We are all praying for a miracle to find a Dr. to save my life, or at least give us a few more years. I have an inoperable vascular disease that is either in the end stages or are close to it. In essence my arteries are turning into vaicosities that has affected my liver, colon, ovary and now my heart, numerous benign tumors that are bleeding.. I have a Interventional Radiologist/Gamma Knife Surgeon that is trying to help me but he needs more studys done and another Dr. to assist him. He contacted an I.R. in Ca. he declined and wished him luck last week. Now he is talking with an I.R. in Washington state. Apparently this is very rare, mostly found in babies and adolesents. If treated at that age it is operable. Because I am 50 no one is willing to or knows how to treat it. Since is it my arteries that is affected, they can not be removed. If it was a venuos disease, they could remove the veins. I am doing well, weight has pretty much stabilized at 112 lbs. Today was the first time I have been to the mare barn since Miranda passed. I got off work early, Art was at work, so I got on the riding mower and off I went, no one to stop me! As soon as I saw Miranda's stall plate, I cried. I went in and sat in the middle of her stall with Ziggi and cried some more. Ziggi probably thought that I was nuts! She just stood next me. Then we went outside and played, Ziggi, Cricket, Dreamer and I. It felt so good to be with my babies again!!! I have not been with them since November last year...
I was there for about an hour and I looked up at the pasture gate and there stood Art
BUSTED!!! He asked how long I had been playing, and said that was long enough time to go in. We were in the house about 20 mins and would'nt you know it, nose bled...Art called the Dr. he asked what color the blood was Art told him it was bright red he said to relax and take it easy, if the blood gets dark go to the ER. Art ratted me out!!! So I got my butt chewed by the Dr. and Art. The bleeding stopped, never got dark. So now I am grounded again
50 yrs old and grounded! But I don't care, today was precious to me. It was warm, breezy and I was surrounded by my babies, would I do it again? In a heartbeat!!!! Thanks for thinking, praying and lighting all those candles for me everyone.
Theresa
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