We have also lost a son and you are so right - the pain is always there - we always wonder what our Kerry would be doing if he were still here.
He was such of a caring, loving person and loved all the animals so much. There is not a single day that I don't think of him, it has been many years since Kerry is gone but his memories and my love for him will always be here.
Kerry's birthday is also in February on the 18th.
Happy Birthday to your precious Cameron as he celebrates his 16th. birthday in heaven.
Hugs and prayers for you as you deal with the loss and pain that is always there.
I live with the thought that someday I will see my son, again and I so believe that "Those Who Live In The Lord Never See Each Other For The Last Time."