I very seldom post since I sold my farm and mini horses. I just wanted to let everyone know my husband passed away on July 4. I'd like to think all those fireworks that went off that evening were for him. I'd like to say he went quietly but that was not the case. He suffered this last month and so did I. But his suffering is over. Now I have to figure out how to go from full time caregiver to widow. I'm starting the process by going to church today for the first time in months. It seems odd to be able to leave the house.