Michael is gone now two years ago today. Time doesn't seem to help things get better. We are still every bit hurt as much today as two years ago. We still have meltdowns. We still cry every day. We miss our Michael and want him to come home.
I have made a lot of very good close friendships here, and Dan also has made some very good friends here too. We want you to know how much your support and friendships has meant to us. We could not have gotten this far without you. Much love to you.
To date I wrote 187 poems about and for Michael
This is one of them that I don't even remember writing early on
Mom I hope you aren't mad at me
because I got the mini chopper to run
I just had to try it out a little bit
I was having so much fun
I remember we were working on the fence
and you told me to go take a break
Instead I went back to the garage to work
but I didn't know it would be a fatal mistake
After a while I finally got it going
I was so proud of myself
No one's been able to fix it for years
I did with old parts from the garage shelf
You know I wasn't even on the road
I just wanted to see how it would handle for me
I know what happened after that
Mom, someone ran over me
He drove off fast and left me mom
I was there all alone in the grass
Then I realized you heard it all back at the house
The sound of the terrible crash
Mom I really wanted to stay
I did my best to try
I hung on as long as possible
and I could hear you cry
Mom I'm so sorry I had no choice
I tried to come back two times they said
but my heart wouldn't jump start any more
and before I knew it I was dead
There was a light that was pulling me up
as I left my body behind
I floated up with Angels
and they were so very kind
I kept looking down below
and it was awful what I had seen
dad was covered all over in my blood
but somehow I still felt serene
I asked the Angels to let me come back
I told them you'd want me back home
but they said that God was waiting for me
and that I wasn't really leaving you alone
I asked them so many questions
and wanted to know about Dad
I was worried that I was in trouble with him
when I leave tools out he gets mad
I wanted to know about my little brother
and who's going to watch out for my Dan
but the Angels assured me that it all will be right
and he would grow into a fine young man
I can see you mom in a very bad way
I expected that from you
You keep crying all the time
but there's nothing more I can do
You have to remember our last days together
and my new comic routine
I made you laugh so much those days
but now I only hear you scream
I know nothings' going to be enough for you mom
but right now it's the best I can do
I know you want to touch my face
and have plenty of hugs left for me too
Use those hugs to wrap around Dan
and tell him they are from me
and I hope you plant that little garden
and take care of my willow tree
Then plant some flowers around it
and I'll help sprinkle them with some of my tears
they'll grow this time I promise you mom
and help you get through the years
Mom I know it's been a long time
and you can't seem to let me go
That's alright, I understand
I will always love you so
I chose these because they have special meaning to Michael and me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nrq3DFa7AxE...feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bax8FqBECd0
I have made a lot of very good close friendships here, and Dan also has made some very good friends here too. We want you to know how much your support and friendships has meant to us. We could not have gotten this far without you. Much love to you.
To date I wrote 187 poems about and for Michael
This is one of them that I don't even remember writing early on
Mom I hope you aren't mad at me
because I got the mini chopper to run
I just had to try it out a little bit
I was having so much fun
I remember we were working on the fence
and you told me to go take a break
Instead I went back to the garage to work
but I didn't know it would be a fatal mistake
After a while I finally got it going
I was so proud of myself
No one's been able to fix it for years
I did with old parts from the garage shelf
You know I wasn't even on the road
I just wanted to see how it would handle for me
I know what happened after that
Mom, someone ran over me
He drove off fast and left me mom
I was there all alone in the grass
Then I realized you heard it all back at the house
The sound of the terrible crash
Mom I really wanted to stay
I did my best to try
I hung on as long as possible
and I could hear you cry
Mom I'm so sorry I had no choice
I tried to come back two times they said
but my heart wouldn't jump start any more
and before I knew it I was dead
There was a light that was pulling me up
as I left my body behind
I floated up with Angels
and they were so very kind
I kept looking down below
and it was awful what I had seen
dad was covered all over in my blood
but somehow I still felt serene
I asked the Angels to let me come back
I told them you'd want me back home
but they said that God was waiting for me
and that I wasn't really leaving you alone
I asked them so many questions
and wanted to know about Dad
I was worried that I was in trouble with him
when I leave tools out he gets mad
I wanted to know about my little brother
and who's going to watch out for my Dan
but the Angels assured me that it all will be right
and he would grow into a fine young man
I can see you mom in a very bad way
I expected that from you
You keep crying all the time
but there's nothing more I can do
You have to remember our last days together
and my new comic routine
I made you laugh so much those days
but now I only hear you scream
I know nothings' going to be enough for you mom
but right now it's the best I can do
I know you want to touch my face
and have plenty of hugs left for me too
Use those hugs to wrap around Dan
and tell him they are from me
and I hope you plant that little garden
and take care of my willow tree
Then plant some flowers around it
and I'll help sprinkle them with some of my tears
they'll grow this time I promise you mom
and help you get through the years
Mom I know it's been a long time
and you can't seem to let me go
That's alright, I understand
I will always love you so
I chose these because they have special meaning to Michael and me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nrq3DFa7AxE...feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bax8FqBECd0
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