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I feel a little better tonight, but I can't leave until after the 24th of July when I have an important doc appointment, so having to live with him here is going to be even harder. Before I just left right away so I could get away from him, but now I have maybe 3 weeks to stay here at the house with him. I don't have any people children, but we share a dog and that will be hard for the dog, plus I am leaving 4 miniatures with him. He takes good care of them when I am gone, but just soon they weren't here. There is a large fenced in area at my sis's home in Montana that I could get ready for them, then a friend who lives there with a large stock trailer could come and get them all....I just don't know if I am doing the right things
Thank you all for your support and I know things will get better for both of us someday, that is why I am doing this. Right now he thinks, BOY what a BITCH, leaving me after 27-years and he thought we would retire together. But he drinks, I have mental issues which have hurt both of us. I would like to get on SSI, but can't be married to do that...and I am not leaving him just because I want to get SSI, I truly don't love him like I know I should and feel he would be happier with someone he has been wanting me to "BE" for 27-years and you can't change people.
If anyone would like to lease one of my Miniatures for their care who would be either in Washington, Idaho or Montana, please PM me and maybe we can arrange something. It would be better if I can't sell them, if they were gone from this place before Winter strikes...I would love to have them with me in Montana, but that might not be a realistic situation either. They are listed with pictures on the forum salesboard.
I am 53-years-old and look what I am doing....
Tell me I am doing the right things?
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Jenny