Well I have decided I can not rely on my job. SO I have started my search of schools to go to part time while working. I cant afford to just quit work to go to school. So I looked into a local school(bout 45 mins from me). I am able to go part time while working as my classes I need are offered, day, afternoon and night. I can get rid of my days at work with out a problem, so I can take those classes then. I also know I can get into this school as I was excepted when I was in high school just chickend out. I would more then likely have to take some added classes as Im not up to par knowledge wise on my math and reading skills, ok face it I suck with them and were always hard subjects.
This however would mean makeing alot of changes. Which would include finding Mitzy a new home. It wouldnt be fair to her for me not to be here with her. After all I would be at work 8 hours and in class alot.
This really isnt something I wanna do, even thou she is a butt she is my baby. She is always at my feet, even when I am cooking she is laying on them.
The positive side to this is............I know my sister would take her as she has always wanted another one since she had to get rid of hers. HOwever I dont think she would give her back when I could have her again.
I wish lifes choices didnt always mean giveing up what you need/want to get where you need to go.
School is a big enough step for me, as I dont do people and have major major panic attacks as well. BUt I know for my sake its the smartest choice.
However give up Mitzy im not ready for.
This however would mean makeing alot of changes. Which would include finding Mitzy a new home. It wouldnt be fair to her for me not to be here with her. After all I would be at work 8 hours and in class alot.
This really isnt something I wanna do, even thou she is a butt she is my baby. She is always at my feet, even when I am cooking she is laying on them.
The positive side to this is............I know my sister would take her as she has always wanted another one since she had to get rid of hers. HOwever I dont think she would give her back when I could have her again.
I wish lifes choices didnt always mean giveing up what you need/want to get where you need to go.
School is a big enough step for me, as I dont do people and have major major panic attacks as well. BUt I know for my sake its the smartest choice.
However give up Mitzy im not ready for.

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